..:: kanda dinda ::..

assalam kanda,,,

kanda,,skrg dinda da bley kuat ckit2 kanda,,,maceh kanda ajo dinda nk jd kuat cm gny,,ape kabar kanda agk nyer an,,nta shat ke nta x an,,pwot uh skit ag x kanda??? urm,,,arap2 skit kanda uh da ok la an,,,

kanda,,dinda indu sgat at kanda,,

sgat2 indu,,tp slh x lw dinda nk indu at kanda??

hurm,,,,,sory beb,,,ak tbe2 ade indu plakk nk dgr owg pgl ak cm ko slalu pgl ak,,hahaha,,cyan at ak an,,

da2,,,,ak xmo sdey2 ag larr,,,ak indu kerr,,sme je bb ko pn xindu ak ag an,,dy je yg ko indu,,

pape la syg,,,

slm indu,,,

dinda,,matahari dan buln,, :-)

..:: sweter e2 ::..

mlm2 ny tbe2 lakk nk plok cyom sweter dy,,,,hurm,,,,np larr ak ttbe bwu dy ny,,adoyai,,leceh larr cm ny,,xsuke btol,,,iskh,,,smgu ak dpt pgg sweter dy,,bez gylerr arr ase,,nk tdo pn kne cyom dlu sweter uh,,hehehehe,,hurm,,,,nta la,,,cte dlu lar,,,huh!! 

mls larr,,,,,,,,,,

..:: untuk dri ku ::..

allah menguji keikhlasan hati kita bila kita bersendirian,

allah memberi kedewasaan bila kita di timpa masalah,

allah melatih kita dengan kesabaran dalam kesakitan,

allah tidak pernah mengambil sesuatu yang kita sayang,kecuali dengn

mengantikan yang lebih baek...

ak mengharap an sesuatu yg lbey bek dlm dr ku lps ny,,,xde lg rndu,,xde lg cnte,,dn xde lg syg utk dy,,,,segale nyer sume da berkhir cume ak memerlukan skit mse tok buang sume pasaan ny,,ak ykin ak bley wt,,ye!!! ak bley wt,,,mmg ak ade perasaan indu ag at dy,,tp,,ak kne smpn dlm2 kt aty ak ny,,slh ak syg owg yg da dimiliki,,dose ak rndu owg yg da de iktn,,,,sume yg ak ase ny,,skit,,tp ak kne kuat,,smpy ble ak msty cm ny,,da mmg xde jdoh antre kteowg,,,apelg yg ptot ak wt,,melain an lupe an dy rght??? ok,,im try,,im try my bez,,,ak twu,,ade ag kekuatn ny dlm dri ak,,wlopn e2 yg menyekse an ak,,,,u cn syida,,trust urself,,, :)

..:: ya allah !! ::..

syida,,,np ngn ko ny arr,,,iskh,,,ley bgon dr mimpi x????

owg da nyate2 buang ko,,tp np ko msih nk tgu ag,,np ko agp sume uh tpu,,duste,,pdhl smmg nyerr bnd uh btol!!!!! wake up la beb!!! jgn la cm ny,,,

hurm,,,ary2 ak kosg tnpe dy,,tp dy,,ary2 dy dipenohi ngn "si dia" yg syg at dy sgat2,,

untg la dy an,,,untg sgat2,,disygi 2 owg gadis dlm 1 mse,,

hurm,,ya allah,,

pe la ko knl an dy pd ak lw kebhgiaan yg kAu beri tok ak sekejp je brbnding ngn deerite yg kAu bg at ak

 ya allah,,np la stiap pkre dlm idop ak skunk msty ade dy?? np ya allah,,,

sng sgat dy ckp ngn ak,,dlu kte t'lalu pcye ngn jdoh kte,,,(menges)

np dy sgop ckp cm ny ngn ak?? xde sekelumit ase bslh pn pd ak,,ak twu ko sdg bhgie,,tp np msty ko kesl sb da syg ak dlu??? law la ko twu " si dia " uh syg ko dr dlu,,ko xkn syg ak,,,ayt dy,,ya allah,,,mane ag ak nk cr kekuatan,,lw stiap mlm ak nk tdo,,dy je yg ak pk,,,dy n " si dia " hurm,,skit ya allah,,

"ko x ya nk sdey ats kbhgiaan owg len larr,," mbe ak ckp,,,

sdey???? urm,,,ak xbley nk ilg an pasaan uh wlopn ak da reda ngn sume ny,,,tp ak xsgop nk tgk dy dimiliki owg len,,,ya allah,,ape la ko ny syida,,,xmudh an sume ny kte nk mghadapi,,,

epy,,syg ak at ko sush nk ilg,,tp ko ngn dy,,da berkngsi crte,,ko da de tmpt kngsi crte,,ak??

xde epy,,xpela epy,,lw 2 yg ko plih,,ak time,,,ak twu dy ag smpurna dlm idop ko,,,dy bley jge ko,,ko xya isau sal syg dy at ko,,,smmg nyer dy tlalu syg at ko bebnding ak,,,berjodoh la kowg ye,,,

ak anye mampu mliht,gmbre dn menangis ats kbahagiaan kowg,,

ak mmg syg sgat2 at ko epy!!! 

..:: kebenaran dalam keperitan !! ::..

ya allah!!!!

sekaly ag ak di uji ngn brte yg ak xmampu berthn,,,hurm,,,

dy x mgkn jd milik ak ag,, segale2 nyerr da berakhir mlm td,,,dy akan bahagia ngn owg yg lbey syg at dy,,,ak???? ak msih ag mcri kekuatan tok menerima sume ny ngn aty yg terbuke,,,

bukn ak nk menolak takdir,, tp takdir yg d berikan tok ak mmg phit sgat,,sush tok ak terime,,

ya allah,,,

bnd yg plg ak tkot tjd,,,dy bakal bahagia ngn owg laen,,,

knape ny yg msty ak lalui????!!! arghh!!!!

ak x kuat ya allah,,,tlg la ambe mu ny ya allah,,,

dy,,,dy,,,,ak arap kowg dpt bahagia bersame,,tp jgn tnjuk depn ak kebahagian yg kowg kecapi,,

ko jge larr pmpuan uh elok2,,x sng nk dpt owg yg tol2 syg kte,,,

ak doa an kebahagiaan kowg,,

kuat syida,,,kuat,,,,!!!!

ak twu ko bley!!! wake up from ur dream!!!

sume uh x membawa pape ag dlm idop ko.,,,,

yg ak mampu,,doa an kbhgiaan dyowg,,,

maap an ak epy,,,maap an ak,,,,

ak x kn gngu idop ko ag lpas ny,,,,,

bnd ny ak wt mse nga finl,,,mlm uh ak tnsyen sgat pk sal dy,,ak amek selai kets,,ak tlis pe yg ak nk luah an..tp bnd ny da xde,,ak da bako,,ak xde de pape ag yg bley membuat an ak teringt at dy,,,

sakit!!!!!!!!!!!!

..:: kerna dy ::..

ya allah,,, 

brte ape yg aku dgr mlm td,,,crte yg kuo dr mult dy,,, xkuat sgat ak mse uh,,,1 bdn ak mengigil mse uh,,npe sume ny msty dy twos terg leps da jd cm ny??? np??? 

ya allah,,

bg la ak kekuatan tok twos mghdapi sume ny,,sesuatu yg menbuat an ak menyesal,,,maap an ak syg sb mse uh ak x bthn,,,maap an ak sgat2,,,

ya allah,, 

kau ade an larr jdoh di antre kami,,,kuat an larr aty kami dlm mgharungi dugaan yg kau bg

aminn,,,,,,,,

29 JAnuAry,,,

ary ny 29 aprl an,,,huhuhu,,hurm,,,tp ape kait mengait ngn 29 january ekh,,,hahaha,,ade la cte tersendiri,,,

saya n kamoo,,kamoo?? sape kamoo uh ekh???hahaha,, "dy" larr,,ary ak stat time dy dalam idop ak,,,hurm,,so sweet la,,,indu sgat2 kt dy,,,ya allah,,byk sgat kengn antre kamiii,,,,hahahha,,cmne nta an ak ley tertime dy lakk dlm idop ak,,sb,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ak ase dy ley jge ak,,ley ubh dri ak,,,

tp,,,

tue sume uh da berakhir,,ak xkn dpt bersame ngn dy ag,,haahahaha ,, :((

klaka gk mse mule2 dlu,,,hahaha,,da la tgh2 hot depn umh,,dy ley ak sjok,,ha??? ape?? dy "lamar ak kowt" ,,ceh,,,lmar larr sgat ann,,hahah,,,ye arr,,mmg lamar,,,sb ak pna cbar dy,,lw tol2 nk ak,,ckp depn2 jela,,wow!! dy wt larr,,sungguh x sgke,,maloo sgat tyme uh,,,ase nk lari msok umah jerr,,nk menyorok blakng pntu,,,hahaha,,

"awk,mulai ary ny kte ****** ekh" huhuhu,,mak aih,,sgan nyerr,,,"ha??? urm,,,iskh awk ny,,nt sy pk2 an dlu,, (senyum meleret,,gedix2,,,hahaha) ptot larr dy pndg semcm jerr,,hahaha,,

xlme pas uh,,ak ngn dy,,,ase idop ny tersgat2 la bhgie,,onLY ME and HIM,,lw bley tiap2 ary nk jmp,,,kejp pn jd larr kte nyer,,kteowg slaloo g lepk anjong n pntai klebang,,tgk sunset n bulan,,so swet,,ary2 ak lalui bhgie sgat,,smpy 1 mse uh,,kteowg diuji,,tp dy tetp pthnkn  ak,,dy bg kekuatan kt ak,,ak engat bnd uh xkn brulg,,leps uh,,sume nyerr berjln mcm bese,,,ak lalui ary2 ak ngn dy,,,ak mule syg at dy,,cnte at dy,,ceh wah,,,!! hahaha,,

kteowg g pntai sme2,,tgk buln,,kre cm buln n mthari jd kisah kamii jgk lar,,,hahaha,,dy breng kt ats pasir,,kpale dy als ngn selipar dy,,nk my peha ok!!hehehe,,,kteowg tgk buln sme2,,shantik sgart,,pas uh,,dy tenung ak,,"iskh np awk ny,,xya nk tgk2 sgat lar,," pas uh dy senyum,,aiseyy,,berderau drh !! muke dy,,ya allah,,teng sgat,,,untg nyerr ak ase mse uh,,untg sb dpt miliki dy,,,dy ckp,,syg awk,,hehehe,,sy  syg awk gk,,ble larr dpt menikh ngn awk,,alamk,,mmt ny mgatal lakk,,hehehe,,senyum jela,,,smpy ke blek kteowg bercrte,,,tp bnd yg plg bes ak wt,,ak tbur psir kt dy,,hahaha,,tp pas uh kecian lakk tgk dy,,,,

ary gnty ary,,skaly ag kamii di uji ngn dugaan yg xmampoo ak n dy tgung,,mgu2 terakhir ak ngn dy,,kngn yg mnybbkn ak sush nk lupe an dy,,

kteowg kuo b'4,,ak n dy,,ana n farid,,kteowg g jln2 nek kete,,mule2 dy dok depn ngn farid,,,pas uh,,farid swoh ana dok depn,,so,,terpkse larr dy dok sblh ak,,alamak!!!! cm ne ny,,sgan lar,,,kteowg g jln2 rnde2,,bez sgat larr mse uh,,

kteowg g lepk kt dtrn kowt mse uh,,ak da ngntok tyme uh,,"awk2,,tumpg lutot jp ley x,??",,ha,,urm bley,,meh sny ltak pale uh kt lutot sy,,

ak letk la,,tbe2,,ak ase de smthng ats pale ak,,dy usap kpale ak,,ya allah!! btol kerr ape yg dy wt ny?? ak terkejot,,ak twos agkt pale ak,,,ak tgk dy,,awk,,np usap pale sy,,sb sy syg awk,,hurmmm,,okeyy,,(senyum jerr),,pas uh dy ckp,,mk sy slalu wt cm ny kt sy,,jd,, sy wt larr kt awk,,,

awk,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, :'(

mulai saat uh,,ak ase teramt ykin,,yg dy uh tol2 tok ak,,syg ak kt dy,,tbe2 jd kuat sgat2,,ak tkot khlgan dy,,,ak xnk kehlgn dy,,,dy penguat semagt ak,,sumpah,,ak terlalu syg at dy!!! syg sgat!! xpna ak syg at owg smpy mcm ny skaly,,anye dy,, dan dy utk dy saje,,,

tp ary ny,,ak da khlgn dy,,bnd yg ak xnk ia berlaku,,terjd ag,,n ak n dy xkuat nk hdapi sume ny,,,

nk bert aty ak mnx pts,,dy merelakn wlopn terpkse,,tp smpy skunk ak stil xbley lupekn dy wlopn dy da buang ak dr idop dy,,

awkk,,,,

maapkan sy,,sb gngu idop awk ag,,sb syg awk ag,,sb cnte awk ag,,sb induu awk ag,,sb xbley lupekn awk,,maapkn sy yerr awk,,sb sy xkuat tok melwn sume ny,,

yg sy twu,,syg sy kt awk,,tetp cm dlu,,,sy tetp akn syg awk,,wlopn sy yg sndry tgung skit,,sb sy syg awk sgat2!!!!!

maapkn sy syg,, :"(( syg epy,,,,

bezday si kecik,,,,, :))

hahahhaa,,,ary ny bezday si kecik,,,nur aliah farhana,,,da genap da umo dy 4 taon,,,tp owg nyerr tetp kecik jgk,,,

xbeso2,,,tp,,hve a gud life dear,,,mudah2an pnjg umo n jd owg yg pndai ea 1 ary nt,,,sygg adk sgat2 larr!!! epy bezday aliah @ siti hawa :))

hahahah,,ibu dy smbot bezday dy kt tdika ny arr,,amai kwn2 dy an,,

sume nyerr comel2 belaka,,tp bese lar,,ble ak da dok kt tdika ny,,ragam dax2 kecix,,

adess,,,ponink pale ny,,,hahaha,,,

pape pn..slamat ary lahir adk,,, :))

bermulenye,,,,,

hurm,,,ary ny da stat cuty,,so tyme2 ny la byk aktiviti ak nk wt,,,pe jerr ekh nk wt,,kijer2!!! hahaha,,,,tp,,kije pe??

adess,,mls tol la nk g cr kije,,tp nk gk cr wet,,,hahaha,,tp td,,tyme nk blek,,ley nges lakk an ats mto,,adoi,,tacing lakk sy,,asl nta,,,sdey kot nk tgl kwn2 n "dy" kowt,,,da la lme xjmp dy,,mmg mkin indu larr ak kt dy,,

hahahhaha,,tp ary 2,,ak npk dy kowt,,tyme uh ak tgu mbe ak kt depn kdai,,then,,,,,,,

dy lalu,,wah,,seronok nyerr npk dy!!! sy suke sgat!!!

pas uh dy wt muke an,,dy wt peace,,tp ltak kt bibir dy,,!! alamk!! sy sgan,,nk tgk muke dy,,tp segn,,sy jeling2 jela,,,,tp tol kerr ekh dy bnci kt ak??hahaha,,no komen lar,,,

bio larr,,,aty dy,,,ak xde hak nk halang n pkse aty dy tok syg ak,,,xpela,,

cty 2 buln ny,,nk cbe lupekn  dy,,tp ak twu,,msty skit sgat2!!!

awk2,,law la awk twu sy syg awk,,,msty awk xan wt cm ny an kt sy,,,,hurmmmm,,,,,

xpela awk,,,smile2 olwys,,

leways luv u,,,ieda,, :)

induu dia,,,,

skit nyer ble kte dibuang owg yg kte syg kn,,,sdey la sgatsgat!!! hurm,,,,awk lupekn jela sy,,sy bukn sape2 ag bg awk,,,dlu awk berjanjy len,,skunk len,,ok fine!! lw itu yg dy nk an,,i jz follw it,,wlopn aty ak skit sgat,,tp ak terpkse,,huh!! xgne la ble ak induu kt dy,,sdgkn dy da bncy kt ak,,wht should i do??ak syg tp ble dipkse cm gny,,jz 4get it dear,,,u're strong syida,,, ko bley jerr idop ble dy xde,,,so enjoy wif my life n xya mencari cnte larr,,,heheheehe,, 

sy syg dy,,

sy syg dy???

sume sy syg sy,,emk,,abh,,akq,,abg,,dyowg kn peyokg dlm idop ak,,

kwn2 sy,,,sume 2 kwn dunie akhirt,,,sy syg dyowg sgat2!!! xmampu lw dyowg xde,,

tp ade sowg ny,,yg sy syg teramt sgat,,bley kerr dy kembali dlm idop ak,,nta larr,,ak pn xtwu,,lw ade jdoh kami,,berjodohlah kami,,,anye DIA yg twu pe yg terbaek tok ambenye ny,,,